10/27/2005

If it could not, could it?

If we had no teeth, could we eat?
If we hand no fingers, could we feel?
If we had no tongue, could we taste?
If we had no eyes, could we see?
If we had no ears, could we listen?
If we Had no mouth, could we talk?
If we had no legs, could we walk?
If we had no brain, could we know?
If we had no church, could we believe?
If we had no gender identification, could we reproduce?
If we had no feelings, could we love?
If we had no tears, could we cry?
If we had no independce, could we depend?
If we had no take, could we have toke?
If Jesus had not died, could we be saved?
If we dont jump, could we be caught?
If we dont seek it, could it be sought?
If we had no question, could we have an answer?
If we had no name, could we identified?
If retards were not born, could we be alive?
If there was no way out, could there be a way in?

10/21/2005

middle of nowhere

you cant walk far enough
the motor will die before you reach
mother will call before you breach it
The water will dry before you can make it
The season will end
you try to go where no one has gone before
you look up
you look down
you turn your head around
yet you cant see what you feel
the eyes of your soul cant show you
you stand on it everyday
you have found what was lost
only know it is lost but not found
for the middle of nowhere is where you are inside

10/19/2005

"The Perfect Drug"

I got my head but my head is unraveling
cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart's no good
you're the only one that's understood
I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more I give to you the more I die
and I want you
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you make me hard when i'm all soft inside
I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart
my blood just wants to say hello to you
my fear is warm to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how every little bit is left of me
take me with youwithout you everything just falls apart
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

10/18/2005

Bombs

You dont have to light it
You dont have to fuse it
It already lit
You might want to run
Its ready to blow
It could knock a whole town out
Or blow a small hole
No matter what you will still get burned
Its bomb that came undetected
It was brought from everywhere
You just better watch it
I am ready to exlode.

Water Pills

Your hands reach just above the wave
The water, the hour, its wasting you away
You gasp for air, but you know its the end of your day
Wake up to the pain of life
Sleep to the sounds of pains
Wake up pop a pill
Wake up again, pop more pills
One more pill to go to sleep
Two more pills to dull the pain
Three more pills to make it go away
The container to make life go with it
Gasp for air
Plumit back under
Inhale the water
Count to three
Watch as dark engulfs the light
Watch as the surface gets farther away
Wake up to do it again

10/17/2005

Tears to swipe

The tear exits the tear duct for hence it came

It zig zags down the cheek

Moving past the lips

It breaches my chin

I take my hand

I swipe it away

Only knowing it will com back again.

Rain

Stretch out your arm

Extend your hand

Poke your head out

Look up and see the clouds

Feel the rain fall on your glowing face

Feel your hair soak it in

Watch as the rain drips from your arm

Stare as the water streams down

Glimpse as the rain collects in your palm

Look around and you will see

It's raining outside your rainbow.

Everlasting

The knife
The cut
The gun
The hole
The body
The blood
The everlasting soul
We slice with the knife
We shoot with the gun
The body
The blood
The everlasting soul
We kill with the knife
We kill with the gun
We make the cut
We make the hole
We make the body
We make the blood
We make the everlasting soul
Heal up the cut
Seal up the hole
Bury the body
Wipe up the blood
Pray to God you wont be alone.

10/10/2005

What goes in must come out.

Today we are smarter yet dumber then before. New informaion comes in and we kick the old out the door. The older we get the wiser we become and the more stupid are we.

A loyal retard

This past weekend a friend of mine did something a little stupid. In fact, his very face should have been slapped by hands of everyone who ever lived. It was a saturday night, and we were hoping to have a party with a few other guys. He had bought from an older friend, beverages that could cause visual to physical changes with excessive consumption. The party was lacking to other guys, females, as they would call em "Bitches". I started my own party and started taking shots myself while no was looking. The others, being the homophobic homosexuals that they are, decided they werent gonna party without bitches. The bitches never came, and they never partied. My friend on the other hand got tired.

To understand the situation, I should brief you on who my friend is. "Josh" is what we will call him. He's a prep athlete going for carpentry at tech school. He played football, basketball, and baseball. He grew up in a house that rewards stupidity. His family is also homophobic and the good book is the only book. Drinking and smoking and all other stuff is the devils tools. Josh, is 18 and now lives with his gramma because she is closer to his college. I'll describe josh in a short sentence. A loyal retard.

Back to the current sitaution. Josh gets tired and says to other guys that he is going home. Out of fear of his parents and gramma, he gives away his two 24 barely touched packs of alcoholic consumption cans. After he paid like $40 he gives it away.

What a fucking loyal retard. He wasted perfectly good beer. He was too dumb to realize his mistake. I couldn't tell him this was stupid, why would I?. I got free beer in the process.

10/07/2005

Walking out the door we entered

We came into this world naked, wrinkled and ignorant to the world around us. We had trouble seeing and relied on others to meet our needs. Most of us ran around naked as little kids after we took our baths or when we got out of the pool. We got older and learned things. We were told that being naked was wrong so we clothed ourselves. We learned things at school. We learned how to hate and to love. We learned how to those who arent the same and love our precious iteams we were given. Toys became no longer toys but precious life essentials that we would beat the fuck out of anyone else who dared touch them. We got older and money replaced our toys. We left the nest and had sex like it was sign of God. We would run around our own house naked. We got older and had kids who came into our world naked, wrinkled and ignorant to the world around them. We got older and started wrinkling. We got older and started becoming ignorant to the world around us. We forgot things and had trouble seeing things. We relied on others to meet our daily needs for us. They fed us and clothed us, or helped go give a shit. We died. We died naked,wrinkled,ignorant,with terrible sight to the world around. We went out the same way we came in.

10/06/2005

The "parasites" story

I am the "parasite" known by most. Really I am just part of this underground network of people called "zygote to embryo to giant" better known as ZEG. We are an orginization that makes deals with either the sperm arm or female army. When we institute plan back stab with either group, we work a deal with the sperm then when they least expect the unit we send joins in full force with the female army. In some instances we back stab the female army by joining at a later time with the sperm army when the force of ourselves is to large to fight off.

I remember the day the sperm army had instigated a deal with us. They wanted us to back stab the female group who considered by them "unpenetratable". I would say that I am here to clean up for them. Their force was considered by many to be Godly. They all knew that the only way in was through the lower main gates. The mission was for me to be sent in and cause an unthinkable reaction.

The sperm General had only one way to sneak me in. He would have an elite sperm trooper carry me in. I would be disgused as his information, and he would carry me in. The main idea would be to access the main computer and give me the controls of the entire body system.

We encountered the main gate walls with no contact of the opposing. At first the ship entered in and encountered several million troops. We backed out and kept doing this several times to diffuse the opposing. It was the when the female army dumped a warm liquid on the ship that our general put forth Operation female destruction. We later called it the Battle of Vaginady. A well needed victory was to happen today.

We were sent as the third wave or better known as cum 3. I was carried by the elite soldier who had the weapons needed and the speed of God to get the job done. Sad part was, that he was as dumb as shit and a box of rocks. So I had to guide him. We were packed in a boat with others. If the others were'nt yelling daddy, puking or cying they were armed and ready. We watched as the wave before us had almost got mowed down.

I yelled " HOLD THAT TURRET STATION!" They subdued it as my carriers boat had reached the shore. We jumped out and ran towards the fenceline. Bullets flew by us like the movies they show in DreamMare Theatre. We reached the fenceline and planted two explosives on it to blast it open. Boom! The fenceline broke and we encountered a renewed amount of heavy fire. We told all of our ground troops to go beyond the fenceline. They did and held ground for us as we went for the main post. We reached the main post and encountered at least 90% of their troops. My carrier unloaded round upon round into almost each troops pretty little face. We went to the main computer and tried to access the main computer. Because of my friends stupidity we got nowhere past the screen that said "please press enter". Then when I needed him most, he left when the siren was blasted. As he reached the door I watched as he was shot from behind by a decorated troop.

The rest is history except the fact that being disguised by the sperms information has caused me to pick up some of his traits. For instance, I now am completly stupid. The plan worked out well and I told the queen that I was here to clean her system. I did, by eating all the food. About 12 months later I was forced out by the queen. I was squeezed out through the lower main gates. I was then taken into arms by the superior outside force who now keeps calling me this retarded name. What the hey, I am dumb. I think she calls me "Josh", but I dont really get why.

10/05/2005

Eggs last stand

It was a brutal day for I. I was the captain of an elite ground force. We had sent a massive amount of troops to gaurd our Egg royal and to defend a possible attack from the outside forces that breach past the main gates. I led my troops down into what we all called a 'complete failure'. It was on the twenty eighth day of the month my army was sent down to do the regular duty. We reached the entrance, with our guns and all the weapons possible, ready for an attack. We sent a few smaller ships off our beach to aid us.

Today was the worst day in my female army warfare history. We were warned of an outside presence that possed a possible threat. The message was unclear to what extent of damage it could cause. So we prepared for the army we call the "sperm germ". We had for years, practiced for sperm germ warfare, but not encountered it ourselves. We were expecting a small vessel to float in and out and send a large amount of troops.

It was to our surprise when at 4:30 pm our main walls were breached by this massive vessel. It kept going in and out till we dumped a warm liquid on it. It was then it shot millions of troops out of cannon like hole in little boats. Millions were packed in small boats that came to our shore. Our turets killed thousands before they could get to land. Thousand others made the beach surface. We had all our defenses protecting the main outpost. Wave after wave kept coming and wave after wave we kept killing.

Our turret stations were under heavy fire and they were getting close to our fences. From there we went down hill. One of their units was able to down a turret station and get past the fence. Then more and more came through. We sent 90% of our troops remaining to the main post. We needed to protect it at all costs. The 10 % we left to do ground battle. They had slaughtered them all but were killed themselves. It was this one troop, the "Elite" sperm germ, who had by himself, took out our main post troops. I was shot in the arm and was down with intense pain. I watched as that fucking bastard tried to access the main computer. I dont know exactly if he did but he forgot this stuff with his picture and info written on it. He darted to the door to get out when he heard the sound of their ship leaving. I laid there with my small pistol in my hand. Before he could reach the door I pulled the gun up and dropped him like a dead duck.

He didnt access the main computer but he set a parastic reaction. The thing toke over the main outpost and began to grow, we were told to meet its every demands. It promised the queen that it will be out in at least 12 months if not earlier. I doubt it myself. Why? because this thing, this parasite, keeps growing and needing more. Doesnt matter what I think anymore. Why? Because of my failure to defeat this thing, I will be hung in front of everyone to show my failure. I hope the parasite dies!!

10/04/2005

The sperm army

I am the sperm that led the charge against the eggs. I was the first one sent in to penetrate the inside. As the bullets of the egg defense were weakened by my superior skills I jumped to the main computer terminal. I could not access the main computer so I left my files in the computer server hoping to cause a disruption in all this bodies focuses. I heard that the big ship was pulling out so I tried to get back to it. As soon as I breached the door to get out of the egg, bullets riddled my inside and I plopped over dead.

The remains I left must have erupted to everyones surprise. It caused a reaction that created a super force for the male/sperm army. It must have been some sort of beast that feed from the opposing forces. It must have been an extremely large parasite troop force that we must have made a deal with. It also seemed to have forced the host army to meets its ever needs.

sick aint it,welcome to our small world

He is the most well known guy who fucks a hott girl that all the other guys go after who later admits was his long lost sister.

10/03/2005

Will sell for food

You sell your soul to the devil with the hopes of getting the riches
You sell your soul to God with the hopes of getting a spot in heaven
You sell your soul to the brand name products with the hopes of getting popular
You sell your soul to the corporation with the hopes of getting powerful
You sell your soul to whomever with the hopes of seeking the greater whatever

Dreams

I dream of dreaming dreams of dreams where dreaming the dreams is all a dream from another dreams nightmare.

Undivorced

what the hell does that mean, VH1?

I have lost what was found

I sought the unseekable and came back sought for the seeking.