6/18/2006

When I think I pulled the plug--I'm still connected

When I'm told to not beat around the bush, I do-But those who say it to me dont do the same

When I think I have the question to the answer-More questions piled up

It seems as if Im the grownup walking into a kids room at night-Everytime I do the kids cover themselves with a blanket.

Supposedly I've started a war without firing a shot.

If this is how they want it I say, "I hope your happy".

6/17/2006

Feel

I've found something.
Something that can set me free.
Put it all behind me.
I've felt something intensly wrong.
Something that is not me.
I've been plagued by burdens that were not even of my nature.
I broke free from him.
I broke free from not only him, but everyone else.
I cannot take it anymore.
I'm gonna cut my losses

Believe Me

I guess,
That this is where we've come to,
If you don't want to,
Then you don't have to,
Believe me,
But I, won't be there when you go down,
Just so you know now,
You're on your own now, believe me.

6/16/2006

Release Me

I'll leave off with this...

I wanna sit here
Sit here with you
Listen to what you have to say
Cause I really do care
I have a lot to say too
To see you smile once again and say "Hey!"
Put another smile on my face
It keeps my head in place
It keeps my heart right where it belongs

6/14/2006

In the eyes of the decieved, we have become the dead that haunt your graveyards, your homes, your dreams, and your souls.

6/09/2006

Treatment

She was all that and then some
A bucket full of human cum
What she wanted she never did get
The choices she made made us all regret
The reason the cause it was all unclear
She must be the cancer and we must be the cure.

Shzoom

Run
Dont answer the phone
Paranoid
Dont speak a word
Dodge
Hide from it all
Crawl
Grab your ammunition
Hide
Say a prayer or two
Shoot
Watch it get closer
Die.

6/02/2006

Choose your path

It is to with out my control the inevitable truth that the end for Scoots is near. It is not however due to hatred amongst us or any negativity between him and or me. He will be leaving on his own terms, just as soon as someone can fill in. His reasons are that due to "all I bring to SAPS is negativity and I dont want that for SAPS or myself". I respect his choice and the time and honor it was to have his mind and writing presence to be included with mine. It goes to say that Scoots has made this choice purly on his own and not manipulated by others and I greatly respect the choice he has made. His prescence here will be greatly missed when hes gone. So to you Scoots I say be wise and I hope you have choosen the greater path.