4/27/2006

False Hope

A knife can cut my throat, but false hope will kill me

Death Theory

Death is nothing more important than being born.
Some believe that its a basis of a cycle-you know the whole idea that you come in wrinkled and useless and you go out wrinkled and useless.
Alot of people look at death as a gloomy means of life that is inevitable for us all.
Lots of people see it as a gloomy time but they also view it as a passing into eternal life.
People in some retrospects believe we are like a lightbulb. As soon as we burn out were done.

In essence all of these 'theories' and or beliefs are right in context but one perspective has to be looked at in a more scrutinized role.Grieving. Why is death so painful?Why is birth so glorious?
In some situations, the birth hurts more to others physically than does death.

To me one should look at death as if its birth. Death for the deceased is in truth a perfect birth. When one dies, they are born into a painfree world whether you believe in eternal life or not. Birth into this 'life' brings to a place where we feel pain and suffering mixed in with glory and happiness. The drama that makes life alive. Without drama , no pain all gain=death.

So I say that when a loved one dies dont mourn them cause they are gone. Be happy and glorious-celebrate. Be thankful that they no longer have to suffer or burden you. If one wants to mourn, mourn the dead on the idea that they did so much good and also that you cant be dead and painfree with them.

4/24/2006

Roads

Some believe that life is like a road, so I say, ditch it.

Choices

Choices as so it seems shows/makes us who we are. Based on our character, knowledge, past experiences and observations we make choices. Its not the choice that may make us who we are, but rather the situation for which one is in while making the choice(s). If one is force to make a choice based on limited selection ones character,moral and intergrity are questioned. When this happens, one may make a choice that was not supposed to be in the select group of choices. This too is a reflection of character and other things. Most times, one makes a choice based on the choices available. For people such as that, a heavy emphasis is put on ones self to make the right choice. In given time one goes over the choices and the long term effects. When not given the time one has to make quick choices. No matter what, choices reflect who we are and where we are going.

4/20/2006

No more "Bustin my balls for bullshit".

4/18/2006


To my Good friend The Surgeon/Lightmeuplester, the one who got the S.A.P.S idea up and running on blogspot. Take one or two and I'll see you at the bakery.

Gone but not

If you have not read, Lightmeuplester/The Surgeon has left SAPS. It brings many a question to his out-of-nowhere-disapperance. We greatly wish he would come back. I wish I could tell you that he is going to come back with a full force and that shit, but I can not. I too wish he would come back as does Scoots but as we know we cannot tell him what to do only he can. So in his rememberance I did have a bakery run by myself. He is not dead just at the moment for his own reasons, dead on here.

4/17/2006

Storm

I must warn all-I feel as if I or 'it' is the calm before the storm.

4/11/2006

Quotes to put in bathroom

"Dude, why are you looking up here"

"The Joke is in your hand"

4/10/2006

Rape Me

Rape me,Rape me my friend
Rape me,Rape me again

I'm not the only one

Hate me,Do it and do it again.
Waste me,Rape me my friend.

I'm not the only one

My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You'll always stink and burn

Rape me, Rape me my friend
Rape me,Rape me again

I'm not the only one

Rape me...

(Lyrics courtesy of:Nirvanna "Rape Me")
I felt these lyrics speak volumes

I will

Go ahead tap my phone-taint my food-go 'religious' on me-try and scare me. I will will not back down nor be afraid. I will speak against and will raise an 'army' of followers with open minds. It is you who will be afraid.

Time

Time is of the essence or so they say
One day your in then comes your last
You are born to die not to fly

In the essence of the message the reader must look on
His mind, her body, they comprehend each line
For another second lived is a minute of their life
Read on says the reader, die on says the time

4/05/2006

collection

Check out my collection of my favorite posts(ones that I wrote-sorry) by clicking the title

4/04/2006

My Soul

Cold as ice is my soul. When God peers in-his blood runs cold.