My dear friends gun in the car carried by the train.

Pull the trigger, end the pain my dear friend. Push me in front of the train, and I'll die not in vain my dear friend. Hit me with your car, and watch as my soul goes far dear friend. Do this for me, I beg you please. I'm on my knees, dear friend. Oh can this be? The one who caused the pain,my dear friend, let me die by train and I wont die in vain. Let me die in your hands, the hands that will pull the trigger. You have killed me already, why not finish the job? The car hood couldn't feel better. I'll be closer to you my dear friend God.