Nothing At All

He grabbed his shotgun and rose up from the ground. The rain fell as hard as hail. His heart was pumping harder than a bass drum. The sweat had soaked his hair. His nose was bleeding down to his mouth. The cuts on his face seemed dismal. His mouth opened and a scream heard in the deepest parts of hell was released. His left had pumped the shotgun. His sights moving with the target. I had stopped in my tracks. My long black coat was soaked in rain and sweat. My hands were trembling, my hearting was thumping through my chest. My wet light brown hair was dripping water in my eyes. I swiped my lower right to see how bad it was bleeding. I dropped my 9mm in the puddle. All I can think is now they've come to take me away. What have I done to be so afraid?Staring down the barrel of a gun.

Take What Is Taken

Sometimes you have to wonder if the wondering's wonderful, if the beauty is beautiful, if the hold is holding and if life is living.

Wake up and go to bed. Get up to rest your head. The living are as good as the dead. Think about your thought. Speak about talking. Touch your feelings.

Grip your grab. Shake your shaker. Break what's broken. Cry for the tearful. Be displeased by your anger. Take the risk of danger.

Take the opportunity to enjoy the moment. Triumph in your success. Be great at greatness. Fail at failing. Lie about lying. The truth is only as true as those who are truthful.

Stop stopping. Have passionate affection for love. Craft your art. Relinquesh the life of death.

Her First

Here's a lesson to everyman who has sex with a woman.
Be sure that she is pleased first and always.
If you blow it early, you'll blow it late if you know what I mean
Confidence is the key.
Don't be afraid to fall or fail.
Remember-Please her first

Fall

Your falling. The end of your life is seconds away and all you can do is swing your arms with hopes of grasping something. The seconds go so slow as if God is playing this cruel trick of mental torture. All you can think about is her. That face is in your mind. Your holding her hand. When your falling, you can't scream. The only thing you can do is acknowledge death is coming. You can't cry, pray, or hope for a savior. You just think. You think about her touch, her feel and her love. Then you die.

Love and relationships

Relationships are very humurous thing to me. Twice I have been cheated on. Once I had been left for marriage. Yet when my love life seemed to crumble others started coming to me to seek advice. I give and give valuable advice.
But there is one thing we all yearn for most of the time. It's not sex or love, money or power. It's companionship.
Most people fear being alone. A trait thats almost instinctual. And because of this we are willing to go above and beyond to achieve. The one thing that gets thrown too early or late or just right is love. Thats what makes or breaks it. continued later.

Gun=hell

Gun in hand
check.
Head in range
check.
Finger on trigger
check.
Death
check.
Hell
check.

Your a fool to believe anymore so believe your a monkey

Safety on the internet

There is no such thing as "internet safety". Nor should there be. If the internet were regulated, it would no longer be free as we know it. We would pay to use such services as myspace, facebook and other sites.

The only to prevent internet caused problem is to be sure you know what your doing. It seems that we have been raised to find the scapegoat. Its not Microsofts problem that your daughter is putting up barely clothed pictures, its the parents who allow their kids.

So "Internet Injuries" are only because of "Internet Ignorances" and bad parenting.

God Sells Sex

I may have posted this once, but I am not sure. God knowingly created Satan. And from this you can assume that God knowingly created evil. Going off what little I know I am bound to prove that God created evil.

God is all knowing. And to be all knowing one knows the future the past and the present. Well you cant call God all knowing and deny that he has no idea of the future, past or present.

Going off above, God therefore knows each choice before you make it. He knows each step and breath you take before you breathe it. God knew you were gonna brake your arm in football at 17 when you were a chemical carried by your mother or syringe.

God knew that when he created Satan as angel, he would rebel and be cast from the heavens. This he knew before Satan. He also knew before he created Satan that he(satan) would trick Eve into disobeying God. And from this we now realize that God specifically created us to be stupid(who listens to a serpent!?)*. Fast forward to now and you realize that God knew the Iraq war will happen before he created man,

Why would God create evil? It all depends on the attitude for which you portray God. In the Old Testament, God had no second thoughts(mercy) to smite people or cities. In the New Testament, God is more than willingly to give you as many chances as you can muster(very merciful).

At the moment I believe that God created evil for one thing. His amusement. You can not have a perfect world filled with Adams and Eves. How could that be any fun. How would we ever know what evil was if we were all numb with goodness? Come on people, we all know that sex sells.

*I do not believe in creationism(Adam and Eve) I believe in evolution.

Movie I Gotta See

Johnny Depp Bio(from imdb.com)

Though highly successful now, Depp's early life, strangely, was as a rebel, and he took to vandalism and narcotics. He dropped out of school when he was 15, and he fronted a series of music-garage bands, including one named The Kids. However, it was when he married Lori Anne Allison that he took up the job of being a ballpoint-pen salesman to support himself and his wife. A visit to Los Angeles, California, with his wife, however, happened to be a blessing in disguise, when he met up with actor Nicolas Cage, who advised him to turn to acting, which culminated in Depp's film debut in the low-budget horror classic, _Nightmare On Elm Street, A (1984)_ , where he played a teenager who falls prey to dream-stalking demon Freddy Krueger. Three years later, Depp achieved fame as police cop Tom Hanson in the series "21 Jump Street" (1987) (1987-90), and in 1990, he was firmly established as a leading Hollywood actor with the Tim Burton movie Edward Scissorhands (1990), where he played a sad-faced, tragic hero who has scissors for hands.

From then on, Depp was selective of his choice of roles in movies, and he more often than not played dark, sinister characters on-screen. He played an undercover FBI agent in Donnie Brasco (1997), in which he co-starred with Al Pacino; a druggie in Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (1998); and in two more Tim Burton ventures, Ed Wood (1994) and Sleepy Hollow (1999), with Christina Ricci and Casper Van Dien. He is currently filming a fifth Tim Burton film, Corpse Bride (2005), as well as being committed for another Tim Burton production, where he plays Willy Wonka in the upcoming Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005), based on the classic children's novel by Roald Dahl..

During his career, Depp has, unfortunately, gotten himself under bad public scrutiny. He was accused of selling drugs at his own club, The Viper Room, in regard to the legendary celebrity, River Phoenix, who died outside the club due to drug overdose in 1993. The following year, Depp was arrested for smashing and trashing a New York suite. And, in 1999, he was arrested in London for being in a fight with paparazzi outside a restaurant.

Although he gained popularity since the success of Edward Scissorhands (1990), Depp wasn't hugely famous for many years until his portrayal of the suave, charming Captain Jack Sparrow in Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003) in 2003. With the film's enormous success, it has opened several doors for his career and even included an Oscar nomination. He appeared as the central character in the Stephen King-based movie, Secret Window (2004); as the kind-hearted novelist James Barrie in the factually-based Finding Neverland (2004), where he co-starred with Kate Winslet; and most recently as Rochester in the British film, The Libertine (2004).

Sports his son's name, Jack, tattooed on his arm and a beaded bracelet made by his daughter Lily Rose.

Is hugely interested in Jack the Ripper.

As a child, he was allergic to chocolate.

He has said in interviews that he is of Cherokee, Irish, and German descent, with some Navajo as well. Asked the origin of his last name by James Lipton on Inside the Actors Studio, Johnny Depp said his name means "idiot" in German

Was Andy Wachowski and Larry Wachowski's very first choice for the role of Neo in The Matrix (1999) . Since Depp wasn't considered a box-office friendly name, Warner Bros. decided on casting Keanu Reeves instead.

"The only gossip I'm interested in is things from the Weekly World News - 'Woman's bra bursts, 11 injured.' That kind of thing."

"I'm an old-fashioned guy... I want to be an old man with a beer belly sitting on a porch, looking at a lake or something.

"He can ask me everything. If he wants me to have sex with an aardvark in one of his next movies, then I will do that." - on director Tim Burton.

He trades his tears for a couple of beers. But the pain still lingers on.

Family Tree Problem

1Great Grandma Eva 1Great Grandpa Earl 1Great Grandma Silvia 1Great Grandpa Erik
+ + + +
1Great Grandpa Steve 1Great Grandma Dora 1Great Grandpa Tom 1Great Grandma Doris
= = = =
2Grandma Cindy 2Grandpa Darrel 2Grandma Anne 2Grandpa Edward


3Grandma Cindy 3Grandma Anne
+ +
3Grandpa Darrel 3Grandpa Edward
= =
4Mom 4Dad
4Mom
+
4Dad
=
5You

So the question is, how can one be his Grandpa while being your son?

Legend
1-5:Generations
Bold: Your Fathers side
Not Bold: Your Mothers side

What is Life?

I once spent a week living with a wealthy man to experience his life style. Everyday I would buy stuff I really didn't need. I was worried about what I was going to wear and even if I has more stuff then my neighbor. Yet I felt unfulfilled as a human.

So I spent the next living with poorest of men I could find. Everyday I would fight for my survival. Everything I could gather was useful to my every day needs. I didn't care what I looked like or who was with me needed. I cared about how I could help out to make the conditions better for everyone for another day. Yet I felt like a man, a human. And I learned what the word "life" really met.

The gun is warm. The mind is hot. The trigger is on fire.