How to

Clutch what you hold in your hand. Grab the knife and run your finger on the sharp blade. Watch as the blood rips off the edge. Flashback towards the hate, the love, the good and the bad. Ignore the voice of truth in your head. Refuse to believe the truth it speaks. Apply the piercing knife edge to the skin of your neck right below the head. Take a breathe as truth, humiliation, embarrasment, fun, love, hate, passion, family, friends, and reason flood your shattered mind. Thrust the knife deep into the neck. Close your eyes and see the two or three tunnels of choice. Open your eyes momentarily to see the blood covering your hard and cold hands. Lean forward to see the mess you have made. Close your eyes and lay to peace with yourself. Let yourself lay in the hands of another for once.